just wanna lay in my bed immediately !!!

office, suralaya 8 meeting room, meeting with P**RI


too much bad today

i thought having fasting will make my self calm down to face up today..

begining with a stressup presentation and discussion with si om..
after that, have meeting with pusri in long time..andnow in 4 pm..
i'm still here...in meeting room, with sleepy eyes, blank brain..no consetration, and got high "asam lambung"
oohhh sucksss...

Allah, please make this finish,,,


how come "om" just only "shaked" head? whether i know he have nothing idea with this?????
and just adding "oke2" comment...

and now.,,my brain is very heavyyyy

huuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...deeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

just wanna lay ini my bad immediately!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




it's called TOLERANSI TANPA BATAS

assalamualaikum..^^

minggu ini benar benaaar menguras hati..
dibawah tekanan dan sindiran serta ketidaksukaan seseorang akan kinerja saya,,
saya tetap tegak berdiri berjuang atas nama harga diri,,

gilaaa banget dah seminggu ini..gw baru ngerti yang namanya orang macem dia..ampuunn....biar lah Allah yang bales,,,gw mah minta saaabaar aja sama Allah,,,
gw yakin Allah liat..
gw juga yakin Allah tau mana yang sibuk beneran mana yang pura-pura sibuk

emang baru sekali ini gw gak dihargain..gw ambil positifnya aj,,gw gak akaan ga ngehargain orang..ampuun sakitnya luar biasaaa..
emang kondisi lingkungan kerja gw emang dari dulu ga enak..
banyak yang egois,,mau menang sendiri...gw jadi bener2 sadar dan ngerti kata2 " jadi tua itu pasti tapi dewasa itu pilihan"
malu sama umur gw mah,,,
takut sama Allah,...
mungkin mereka lupa..suatu saat mereka bakal ditanyain sama yang Punya Hidup..

kata temen gw " sabar itu gak ada batasnya,,,kalaupun itu sudah sampai memuncak dalam hati, yang ada batasnya adalah ketidakmampuan kita mengerti suatu keadaan"
bener juga kan???
makanya dari kondisi kaya gini, gw berusaha belajar untuk mengerti akan suatu keadaan,,ini juga hidup yang diatur Allah..masa gw minta yang enak2 ajaa,,gw yakin,,pengalaman ini berdampak sangat dahsyat sama hidup gw,,karena ini termasuk salah satu rencana indah yang Allah rancang buat idup gw..
kalo dipandang materi, gw jauh dari mapan,,kalo dipandang dari akal, gw jauuuh dari pintar,,,
tapi gw cuman punya satu semangat harta terbesar yang gw punya,,yaitu PANTANG MENYERAH...
gw bakal buktikan ke dunia,,kalo gw juga bisa jadi apa yang gw impikan...
hey BOSS,,I DARE YOU!!!!


dan akhir nyaa..."in the name of Allah, i've said this is TOLERANSI TANPA BATAS"

jakarda...---> NEW HOME,,hopefully,,

jakardaa,,

now,, i'm lonely at my new rooom..feeling so empty...no friend like yesterday,,no feeling as in the past..and so missing with this situation..i get lost in big city,,JAKARDA,,

surely,,i've not wishes that getting live in jakarda,,,oh god,,is it true??can't belive it..

now,,in first night,rainny,lonely and homesick,,perfect!!,,need my mom,,need ndut,,need pacil,,need kompi 3..need all of you,,TT,,

so HOMESICK,,

tomorow is the real war,,wish me luck,,
jakarda,,NO GAIN NO PAIN,,go fight,,

"miss u mom"

after those all..

haaayyyyy,,,,after long long time didn't touch my lappy, my phone, my actually life,,,i'm here again,,with many memories about fighting, discipline, mentality, togetherness, and life lessons...almost 1,5 months, i was fighting in KOPASUS group 1 Serang and udiklat,,the hardest thing is i couldn't call my family because it's banned to bring phone and others telecomunication thing especially in KOPASUS...can't you imagine? i month full without phone??hahhaha,,but i can pass it..okayy let read my stories,,,

part 1 KOPASUS
started from 5th march 2011 and finished in 5th april 2011..spent time in 1 month full...heavy activities but full of memories..learning how to build discipline life, togetherness with others and unselfish,,sleeping just for 4 hours,,did early morning gymnastic,,"guling-guling"..."menantang matahari" in 10 minutes at 11 am..-.-"..
but i know all of those have big meaning to teach us about discipline and fighting,,and lucky me,,because of that,,i have new big family,,angkatan IX IP, and especially kompi 3,,,"ssttttsss...mantab,," (our yel2)...and now,,,i'm missing them so much badly,,

kompi 3,,sssttss mantab

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together

kangen nika,,,

assalamu'alaikum...^^

i was crying,,hard for me to heard my best friends is getting sick,,she is a doctor wanna be,,how it's happened?
i called her,,and she crying,,oh my lord,,i just miss her,,my ndut,,and now, when i got bigest step to go forward, i realize,,maybe i can not meet her as well as i can like yesterday,,just 4 words,, I JUST MISS HER,,,so much,,
Cause I’ve been missing you so much I have to say,,
i miss u ndutt
 

alhamdulillah...

assalamualaikum wr wb...^^

morning all...this morning was so wonderfull,,,i waked up earlier, looked at the sky,,and smiling,,
i felt unexpected feeling..but so greatfull..thanks Allah, thanks mom,dad,babang,de'ino,,every people who always love and support me,all my friends..
this is very big gift,,and absolutely will be challenge tomorow,,this is very big step, but i'm ready to win it..
last but not least.."Alhamdulillah"

wassalamualaikum wr wb...^^

12,13,14,15 Februari 2011

Assalamu'alaikum ^^

hai haii,,
aduuh lama bgt ga ngepost,,kangen2,,maaf yaa,,abis penyakit lama kambuh,,*penyakit = malas merangkai kata*..honestly,,aku adalah orang yang susyaaahh sekali kalo disuruh ngerangkai kata2 gituu,,heheh,,

anyway,,kemaren tanggal 12, aku sama papa, mama, dan abang pergi ke wonosobo buat nganter adik sepupu papa dari kampung (*flores) lamaran pacaranyaaa,,perjalanan kami dimulai dari rumah menuju semarang buat jemput om aku ituu,,oiya om aku itu dari batam..sampai di airport jam 4 sore,,abis dari airport mampir dulu ke simpang lima mall buat beli sendal mama sama donat..(cemilan = special request for me!!)..dari semarang kita langsung capcus ke wonosobo via waleri,,nah di perjalanan ke wonosobo itulah omku bercerita awal mula pertemuan dia dengan kekasih hatinya,,ternyata oh ternyataaa,,,omku itu belum pernah ketemu sama calon istrinya iniiii,,,ohemjii,,,mereka kenalan via telp2an gitu trus liat muka masing2 lewat facebook,,dan,,kemaren ke wonosobo itu gak pake deh kenalan2 dulu gituu,,omku langsung ngelamar si ce nya ituuu,,so sweet gaak sii??? eeeeeetssss drama gak berhenti disituuu,,tau gak kami nglamar ce-nya itu jam berapaaa??? jam stengah 11 MALEM..hahahhahh...gak pake nunggu besok pagiinya,,hahahahah,,yah namanya cinta kale yee..abis lamaran,,ini acara yang paling ditunggu2,,yaitu MAKAN-MAKAN..i always love this one..hahahhaha...abis makan2,basa basi bentar trus cabut ke hotell...ngantyyuuukkk,,gila aja,,jam tengah 2an baru selese tuh acaraa...disini...ada bagian yang membuat aku terharuuu,,ini adalah pertama kalinya papa nglamarin orang,,,hahahah,,*latian buat anak2nya ntar*...papahku keren sekalii,,xixiixixi,,LOL..

besoknya *13 februari*  tugas kami beralih menjadi fasilitator kedua calon pengantin..jam tengah 10 pagi kami uda naik naik ke puncak gunung deehh,,yuupp acara berlanjut ke jalan2 romantis (halah)
kedieng,,apalgi acaranya kalo bukan poto2,,,xiixixixi,,abis dari dieng,,pulang deh kerumaaahh,,

14 februari..my mom and dad 29th aniversary,,tahun ini papa sama mama ngrayain ulang tahun pernikahannya di rumah sakit,,pulang dari wonosobo, papa masuk rumah sakit karena pembengkakan prostat,,katanya sampe harus dioperasi,,TT,,ya Allah,,sembuhakanlah papah..TT..tapii waloopun di rumah sakiitt,,teteeep ajaa mama sama papah gak kurang mesra-mesraannyaa,,hehehhe,,apalagi papah kalo sakit manjaaaaaaaaaanyaaaaaaaa minta ampyuun..and as always with great patiance mommy's caring daddy,,

and today,,15'th february,,my hearth's beat soo fast...yaa,,pengumuman IP katanya mau keluar.hasshh,,aku pasrahkan hasil perjuanganku padaMu ya Allah,,doakan aku yaa,,aamiin2...

ganti template..

asik asiiik...ganti template,,hehehhe,,thanks for hasrul's cyber for the information,,

he miss me ^^

today is blue day,,,my plan to spending weekend in "student city" was canceled...buuttt tonight i'm happy happy,,hahahha,,,event it's not too clear but i know his meaning,,,hahhahay,,, "he miss me"...but stupid i am...i didn'y say,,i miss him back,,,,poor mee...who is he?? he is secret,,somebody that i hope would be my future,,,aamiin,,,

my first post

Assalamu'alaikum ^^

wuuiiihhh finally, i do my first post,,after i saw a beatiful blog, couple blog, and wedding blog, i decided to create my own blog,,not just for having fun, but also for sharing what my feeling, my story, my experience, my dreams, and sooo ooonnn....i'm so excited to create my first post,,i want type anything anything that i saw, i felt, i hear, i tasted,,and now i confuse because it's too many,,,LOL,,,so i decide to introduce my self first yaaa,,,

my name is gladiez florista rera, i was born and had completely school life in tegal,,do u know where is it? maybe u always hear "warung tegal" right? yup,, there's a hometown of "warung tegal",,tegal is the city in central java,,but i'm not original tegal people,,because my mom is original sundanese people, and my daddy is from flores,,yuup i'm heterogen from west and east,,hahhaha,,that's why i always hard to answer when people ask me "where are you originally from",,i have two brothers,,we love doing travelling..we had go to bali,lombok,sumbawa,flores and arround java by car,,yup by car,,we had longest travel when we went to flores in chrismast holiday in 2008,,and we spend 5 days in one way trip,,so wonderfull time,,unforgettable,,we almost did travels by a car, we choose it cause we belive that many times we spend together it will make many memories for us,,yaaaa though there's not only a good memories siiiii,,but trust me the best one is more than a worst..

my lovely family
i love music, traveling, challenges, diversity, creativity, fashion,and ffooooodddd,,yaaa i love food very much,i love trying any kinds of food..and i can eat any kind of food,,what a greedy i am,,,hahahha,,and maybe when you open my brain there're just only food food food food,,hahahha,,yaa i always think what i want to eat though that's plan is for tomorow or the day after tomorow,,hahhaha,,and lucky me, i have a wonderfull mom who can cook any kind of food, cake and baverages,,yeay,,,
i've graduated from ITS surabaya in march 2010..actually i had a job before, but i'm not comfort with their management rules, so i resigned in july 2010...and until now i'm JOBSEEKER,,,haaaasshhh...buutt now i wait a final announcement from one BUMN company,,wish me luck yaaa,,,

i love my friends tooo ,, they coloring my life,,they teach me to be stronger,,and i have many closed friend,,lucky me,,,here a half of they,,

me and madut
me and teteh

pipit,teteh,mbadew,datta,esti,mbantan,me,and mbafarah

KOI's family

ndut and me

satya, me and mba rita
okaayyy,,,i think enough for this time yaaaa,,,,,i promise will continue to create some posts again,,yeay,,byee


wassalamualaikum ^^